my mom just had a long talk with me in which much crying happened, because she told me she was putting together her expenses every month and she doesn't want to support Tif anymore. I mean, she didn't say it like that, she feels really bad and she cried, but she talked about Tif going back to memphis. I can't do that. I feel like my whole world would turn upside down. I guess this sounds a little wangsty of me, but I don't care. I waited so long for her to be able to move here... I can't go back to the way it used to be. If she went back, I don't know...we'd probably have to wait another two years or so before we'd be able to support ourselves on our own. I can't do that. It tore me up inside before she moved here, I can't go back to seeing her twice a year. She can't afford to pay my mom more money.. she doesn't know anyone she could move in with around here. I don't know what to do! I have to talk to her when she gets home from work, but I don't even know what I would say.