September 23rd, 2007

[GW] Quatre - Sunlight

What a glorious feeling, I'm happy again

My mom bought me some pants today, one size smaller than usual, and they fit! They fit nicely! Slowly but surely, I'm losing weight. Not only that, I'm feeling so much healthier and my cholesterol is going down. I'm still having near constant pressure in my head, especially upon standing up, but I'm starting to think there may be nothing I can do about that...

But you know what? That's fine, because everything other than that is wonderful. I'm very happy with where I am right now. I have my family, I have my great friends, and I have a fabulous job... I'm drawing again, fairly regularly.

Things are fantastic.

Over the last few years, I know I haven't been the most pleasant person... I don't comment on most people's journal entries and most of the entries I've made myself have been either meaningless or angsty and I apologize for that. It's been slow going, but I believe I've pulled out of this stupid rut I've been in. I honestly can't say what the cause of it was... I know a lot of if had to do with my thyroid (if you don't believe how emotionally off balance thyroid problems can make you, just look it up), but I think a lot of feelings stemmed from the fact that I knew something was wrong with me, but I couldn't pinpoint what and was starting to believe it was purely psychological in origin, as had been told to me by several "professionals."

But enough about that. I don't want to bore people anymore than I already have.

I just want to thank everyone for sticking with me. All of my friends, both offline and online, mean so much to me, it's difficult to express in words.

Love you all. <3
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